Crying in darkness

2010-03-21T22:19:00.000-07:00

Mayb changing url to http://k-issmylips.blogspot.com/ !

2010-03-20T21:30:00.000-07:00

Never blog for quite long already /:
Was out with kaijian , jingda & minghui that day , went to watch kidnapper with them . Reached home quite late that night . Hahas ! Going out to study with hengyean later on ...

Tag reply to :
@MeiyingLuvzxcs: You're welcome. Love you tons too! <3
> Hahas , (:

Ivann: Yo , taq .
> Tag you too (:

Cecelia; Il0vey0u: heyyo thks for de tagged!
> Welcomes ! :D

2010-03-19T20:55:00.000-07:00

XiaoYi: Hey Sis . Luv you to the max lahhh ! OMG !:D
> Shy die ><>

MINGHUI: RELINK LOVE YOU SIS
> Will do , Luv you too !

@MeiyingLuvzxcs: Let this be a learning point for you yeah. Cheerups! <3
> Hey Sis , thanks for cheering me ups , ily !

@MeiyingLuvzxcs: Serene, cheerups. Guys are worthless bunch of **** for us t get sad over w. The dirty truth are always covered w their ****ing beautiful lies. And sometimes, we're just stupid enough t believe in them
> They wont understand how girls feel , they are just a bunch of idoits to me

Passerby: eh jiahao , you veh thick skin leh . people dont want you still want jio her ? -'-
> Thanks passer-by , you are ? Hahas , just ignore him . He just attracting attention .

Jiahao !: I really hope you can be by my side ....
> Well , please stop your bloddy nonsense

Jiahao !: Am i that annoying to you ?
> Yea , you are .

ahCHRIS: AHHH ! (:
> Hi chris . Thanks for the tag ! :D

Caspar: Tag (:
> Yoh Jingwen :D

: SANDY ♥: HARLOW , TAGGED <:
> Hey baby , thanks for the tags

Qiqi: Serene zxc ! Hearts die you !
> Qiqi ! You again <3

Zhiwei: Tagged(:
> Thanks baby <3

Alicia: hey darling! linked!
> Darling , long time no see you already ! ): Thanks for the link , meet up soon ! :D

2010-03-18T21:50:00.000-07:00

2010-03-17T22:11:00.001-07:00

Geeting happier when days pass ,
Jiahao , i hope you understand me ? I`m sorry to have hurt your feelings . It wasn`t my intension to hurt you alright . Cheer up ! :D
Whats yours will be yours .Taken for granted?
Idk how to start, but all I could say is, never ever give your whole heart to a person whom don't even bloody treasure. And also, don't let somebody be your everything, because when that somebody's gone, you're left with nothing. Get it?
Mad heartbroken, that's all I can say, for now. I admit that I touture you, but the feeling is fading bit by bit. Know why? Hatred's taking over the love I have for you that time . Thanks ah, your selfishness and everything , have you ever spare a thought for me ? Well your selfishness ? I have broken up with lots of my ex, cause of you . Your acts ! Stupid stunts , well . i dotn know what i can say ? Love? All lies. Thanks to you, I no longer believe in love. Whatever shitty promises? I'll never fall for it again. "I'll never find that tear in the sea, and if I find it, that's when I leave you." Remember this sentence? And stupid enough, I believe. All these are nonsenses. Stop doing all these shits because in the end, the one suffering will be you. Whatever it is, I just hope that you'll know, that I hate you, ALOT.Because I want nth to do with you anymore. No point holding onto something which doesn't wants to be held on.
Knowing that i hate you ? Stop bothering me again , Please stop your nonsense .

2010-03-16T04:14:00.000-07:00

Tag replies to :

Jiahao !: Give me a chance to be by your side again ? ilyyyyyyyy . SERENEEEEE !
> Can i say no ? Sorry

EMILY: kuku partner cheer up !
> Trying to . Lets hold hand together walk through all darkness ! :D

Fcking Junheng: Meimei , cheer up lai . hugszxc . EAT SEOMTHING ! Going to find you with jasper later lah !

> Thanks lotss .
Jasper: Yoh mei , tag for you . cheer up , want me dabao for you eat mah ? eat something .
> I will dde.

CAICAI: tagged~~
>Thanks for the tag

Secret admire: can jio you ?
> No ?

Secret admire: Serene you broken up with boyfriend !? Congrats lo ! i am your secret admire
>Who are you ?

Waiteng: Heeeeey Taggiesss ;P
>Waitteng ! Thanks !

Xinkai: Serene xmm , cheer up please ! i beg you luhs .
> Trying to :)
C,arissa': hey relinked ! :B
> Hi Carissa , Never give me your link!

Xiaovess ♥: Hi Lingling . Tag for uuu .
> thanks xiaovess !

Regina: hihihihi
> Hihi Regina !

Lixuan: Link me up, and i'll as well (:
> Will link you de , lazy this few days :D

CHUANHWEE: Tagged (: !
> Thanks ! ><

Justina: hahas. tagged!
> Hahas , misses :)

Zhiwei: Tagged<3
> <3
Secret admire: hiies serene . tags
> Lame

Ivan ♥: Yoooh , Supsup ehsss >_<
> Yohyoh .

SANDY ♥: TAGTAGTAG
> Thanks ! :D

Xiao Lings: Renerene , loveeee you lots lehh , dont worry . cheer up okeh sweetie . !
> orh .

Zhiwei: Tagged<3 love you
> <3

minghui: do take care;)
> you too .

minghui: tagged
> thanks for the tags .

Lixuan: Hie, thanks (: Wanna link up?
> Sure :)

EMILY: haha thanks tuckloads ! ILY MAN SERENE WEE !!!!es to :
> ME TOOOOOOO . LUV YOU ! :D

2010-03-15T23:22:00.001-07:00

( Find your true luv )
Felt restless this few days , many things happen .
Well dont fell like posting .
Moodless manzxc ):

2010-03-13T17:53:00.001-08:00
Currently stop blogging MIA ! (:

2010-03-09T23:22:00.000-08:00
Currently
- Talking on phone ( Conference w Olivia, Xinkai , KaiXin & Wenwen )
- Blogging
- Plurk
- Twitter
- Msn
Heheh , i am a audi freak /: Want audi with me ? (Teeheee)
Todays lesson was fine , mr saz took my shoe and spray them black you know why ? cause ->
I went to liquid my name on it :) He help me spray free of charge . LOL ! Nothing much more to add on ._.

Happy Birthday Olivia tan xin xuan !
Olivia , i will always be there for you alright ! :)

Tag replies to :
Kelvin : Vinvin , thanks for the tag lahs ! /:
Chuanhwee : Thanks for the tag , will hit you backs ><
Lixin zxc : Wo ai ni tooo ! Thanks for the tag ! ZXCZXC !
Passby : Thanks , :)
emily : Kukupartner ! ily tooohs , dont be sad . Cheer ups yea ? Time pass .
Just forget about it okay ? Still got me ! Blek ~
Syaza : Yeayea , Syaza luvs serene tooo ! Serene luv syaza lah .
Olivin Tan : Olivia ah olivia , Spell your name wrongly ! Teeheee ! luvluv too
Happy Birthday Girl :)

2010-03-08T04:26:00.000-08:00

Does chocolates or candies taste nicer , sweeter ?!
Just had a wierd feeling i am drift farfar away from baby ): , i even had wierd dreams . Last few days didnt had enough sleep due to the stupid dreams /: Baby , can you stop being so cold to me , You ignorance make me feel lousy . I felt useless , damn useless . I dont know why , & i i dont want to know why . It is just like , eating a chocolate ? Bitter no taste , thats how i feel ? Throwing away the chocolate into the bin . Candies are even nicer , finish it all . i wont even give it a damn to throw away , Which do you prefer baby , A chocolate or candy ? I hope relationships can be as easy as i thought it will be .
Wondering how much i could change for him . My sweetheart
Talk on phone with baby last night heheh . Slept well ? Of course i do , missing his voice .
Hah ignore me , just being crazy about him ><

2010-03-06T21:57:00.001-08:00

Hey readers , back to bblog again! Hahas , Today woke up damn early . /: Mummy`s company got event . Then need go west coast , familyday . Went to wash up then meet mummy friends . Drive us go west coast . Nth to do there , suffer under the hot sun for 3 hours. Luckily i got sun blocks . Had mac for lunch. (:
Pink ballons hahas
This looks nice ehs :)

So ugly ^^ .

Does this look like a heart shape ? ~

Lots of drinks hor ? >< In the liftt !

My Pink Ballon Pink Ballons my luvs ,

Nothing to do in the toilet /:

My snapshot with mummy :)
Captured by daddy !

Mummy look so unglumed ._.
Audi-ing with baby later , he is having lunch now :)
Tag replies to :
Alex : Hahas . hav fun too , tctc :)
Kuku face :) : hey adrain , why call yourself kuku face ?

2010-03-05T18:22:00.000-08:00

Overdued pictures :)
Going to library with emily later, hahas . Havent bought my new math textbook . i gotten the wrong book , had a express textbook instead of the NA~ Lol . flung almost all my subject , can say so ): i just pass my english . chinese getting worst ? math , still able to cope . science is even worst . afraid that i will drop to nt ): After library , mayb going jurong point get my new bangles . After that , safra ? audi awhile , then slack & home sweet home! Mummy coming home early today .
Now currently , msn , blog , friendster , editing photo , plurk ! :D
Happy belated birthday to ashwin ! :D
Tag replies to :
Shantell : Thanks for tagging first also no prize for you ! Blek ! . Meet you up soon /: Pua stunts /
Minghui : Okays ! Noted . Do tag me often ehs
Pauline : Youo & shantell omg . Same type de /: Like to pua stunts in public !

2010-02-27T18:48:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Pauline ! Grow taller /:
Had a great day today alright ! Meeting Shawn , aleen , yuling next week! Celebrating Paulin`s Birthday . I had bought her couple ring . Meant for Likat & Her !
Likat even more romantic, He folded 500 hearts in 5weeks , so sweet ! Lol lol.
Baby still sleeping . Boring alone ): Still have to go ah ma house later .
Pauline , grow taller <:

Tag reply to :
Zhiwei : Thanks baby , for the tag <:
XuanLinq : Thank you ! Luv you ttm too .

2010-02-27T04:46:00.000-08:00

True enough?

If you argue with him, you're hard-headed. If you're quiet, you don't care.
If you call him, you're too clingy crazy. If he calls you, he says you should be happy.
If you don't love him, he'll try to win you. When you do love him, he leaves.
If you don't fuck him, you're a tease. If you do, you're easy.
You tell him your problems, he says you're irritating. If you don't, he says you don't trust him.
If you lecture him, you just want to argue. If he lectures you, it's because he 'cares'.
If you break a promise, he doesn't trust you anymore. If he breaks it, it's because he had to.
If you cheat, he expects it to be over. If he cheats, he wants another chance.
They're basically the same.
Guys drink to forget about girls; girls drink to think back about the guy.
When guys are in love they become poor; when girls are in love they become pretty.
Guys can forget, but can't forgive; girls can forgive but can't forget.
When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl.
When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his characteristics in another guy.
Guys wish to be her first love, girls wish to be his last.
Isn't it so true?

Friends" such a common word use by many, yet many know the true meaning for it. Similar to love, the word "friends" can't be express in words but rather feelings. It isn't easy to find true friendship but still many aren't able to cherish it. The word "friends" is used to classify so many things. For example, people whom you juz met = friends. People's who are your friends on facebook/msn/friendster = friends etcetc. If only things were as simple as tht in this crude manupliative world.
" Dont trust people so easily. " I rmb sweet telling me this once. It may seem easy but it isnt, well for me. I tend to trust people after short conversations with them. Thinking tht they aren't those sought of people who'd do stupid things. But then again i was proven wrong so many times.
I wish i could express my feelings out in words here, but im not one who's good at words.

Tag reply to :
Syaza : Thanks for the tag . Tag reply in your blog tooo !
Chuanhwee : Okay Sure :D
: SANDY : Thanks for the tag baybeh .
( Ryan ) : Ass your head .

2010-02-26T18:13:00.000-08:00

First Month Anniversary With TanZhiWei ! <3
Well babeh , just want to tell you. I Luv you ttm ! You always give in to me , dote me , tahan me.
I`m sorry to hurt you sometimes ): Always be there for you & support you through ! Rember dont lie to me , i hate liars. Dont break your promise to me ! :D
Hey readers , lazy to update this feew days . When to lyn house > Meet gavin at ec > Went to Kbox > Library > WestMall > Cab to ahma house > Home sweet home (:
went to lots of places . celebrating gavin`s bday . his bday sabo was really bad . was at eastcoast , he got himseslf all wet > credits to celeste . cream all over his face > credit to joshua . 2 bday punch > credits to everyone :D . Lol , & he had to finish 2 cups of lemon juice . His face expression was funny :P
Happy birthday gavin , gavin tohtohtoh !
Tag replies to:
XiaoXuan : Thinking of math question la , what think of something esle!
Passerby : erm sorry . not intersted , idk you . :P
YinXin : Hey Miss die you too /:

2010-02-25T00:49:00.001-08:00

Feel like changing my link . Full of thoughts eh! I luv school more now ! :D
School was quite fun today . Had spent our 2 periods in the library . Had science test in the morning , so hard . Brain not really working today ley

Happy 9thMonths Gavin & Yixuan .
Happy Birthday Aleen .
My 1st month anniversary tommorrow !
Hearts Baby .

Tags reply to :
Nigel : Sorry la , my phone sot diao le . You owe me valentine present not i owe you please. Buy samuel present ? i bought him chocolate :D
i`m Adeline : Hey aiai , School is alright . Luv school more . Thanks for being with me comforting me , i`m alright . You`re the best la ! .
Justin : Korkor , hi . You`re not left out . Lazy link people :D
ChuanHwee : Hi , thanks for the tag ! Got blog never tell . eeks.

2010-02-23T01:32:00.000-08:00

Today was fine . Had exams in the morning , failed my history . i got 14/30 done badly ._.
To my dearest friend ! : Sorry . Today my attitude was ... Cause i was moodles .
Getting gavin a bday present later on :D
Happy birthday Gavin !
3 more days to my 1st month anni .
Luv you baby .

Tag Replies to
Gavin: You dirty the elmo then you return me !?
Pass by : erm you are ? :D
XiaoKiss : Dont les me . LOL LOL !

2010-02-22T00:23:00.001-08:00

Serene Is Bored !
Serene Is Bored !
Serene Is Bored !
Had a terrible day yesterday the rest of the days , cui ): was with my cousins to lion dance . Saw samuel korkor , long time never see him le . He grew taller , 1 and a 1/2 head taller then me ! Ewww , Jay was there too . Took picture , lazy to update . When to east coast park with melinda , erica & friends. This year i have to aunt having wedding ! :D Waiting to attend . Yesterday shu gong and shu po come my house bai nian , after that when to jp with them . Had Kfc for dinner , this month i gonna be damn fat manzxc . Had about 3 weeks with kfc , mac , pizza .. How fat i had grow ! walk around , went to spectacles hut for my new specs. Getting it on tuesday , wanted to get a Prada specs . But find it meaningless to get a expensive one ): Look so unglumed this feel days . Waiting for next sat & sun ! Going bai nian again ? HAHA ! Because my aunt went to taiwan or thailand not sure x.x Going her house claim hongbao ! Baby cousin`s going 2 sooon .
Currently blogging , friendster , msn .

Last long Pauline & Li Kiat !
Happy Bday to Weijun .
Friday my 1st month ,
Hope can last with you babyy .
Your mistakes shall never be repeat ):
I Hearts You .

Tag replies to

Melinda : Yea , had a great time with you too !
Erica : See you soon .
Linda : zxc , Jkjk .
LiWen : Well , have to leave a link for me mah ! :D